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18:13 – Seen GP and completed almost all of my little list!
Well I went to see GP, she was in one of her lovely moods which is always nice. She asked how things had gone with Mr Psychiatrist and CPN this week. I told her the meeting with Mr Psychiatrist was...
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17:37 – 12 days of no ramblings!
Hello! I don’t know where I’ve been for the past 12 days that I haven’t thought of writing about my ramblings. What I can say is that I have now lost a total of 20 lbs (1 stone 6lbs) so I’m most happy...
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19:59 – I can’t write
Writing is something I do as if on auto pilot. I don’t profess to be any good at it but it’s like I come here to write down all my little brain scribbles. No matter if I’m in the pits of despair and...
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18:36 – Seeing new CPN and a visit to Mr Psychiatrist
Yesterday I actually went to my appointment with new CPN. This was the third time we had met but the first proper ‘session’ together. I found myself falling into a very anxious state of mind as I...
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00:12 – Impossible
Why it’s called impossible – I can’t stop listening to the UK X Factor winner James Arthur’s song. Didn’t watch X Factor, Impossible isn’t his song, but something about it makes sense. I guess life...
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15:58 – Quetiapine increase and seeing lovely GP
On Wednesday I went to see lovely GP as I needed a new prescription and also I haven’t been feeling too great (mentally or physically) either. As mentioned quite a lot on here I’ve been experiencing...
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13:40 – Quetiapine at max dose, praying it works
This morning I got up early and decided to make an appointment to see lovely GP rather than just handing in a prescription request form. Now that I no longer see lovely social worker, the only person...
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20:06 – Planning and plotting again
It’s been a few days since I last had a ramble and I can’t say I’ve done a great deal in that time. I admitted the self harming from last Thursday to best friend when I saw her this morning and then I...
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21:22 – Scared to live. Scared to die.
I don’t know where my head’s at. I have been trying to distract myself from the head crazies and unfortunately my poorly dog who I had to rush to the vet on Friday still doesn’t seem to be much better....
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15:15 – Last appt with Mr Psychiatrist and a trip to A&E
Trigger Warning – graphic talk of self harm in this post All I have been able to think about for days now is cutting. Cutting, cutting and more cutting. The more I try to distract myself the more...
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